I want better than sick!

I suffer from an autoimmune disorder ? MS but so far the doctors aren’t sure! I have frequent episodes of severe spine pain, fatigue, confusion, aphasia and headaches. Sometimes these episodes last for days to months. I hate being sick and I don’t like disappointing my family. The first episode caused permanent left leg paralysis so I’ve been in a wheelchair for 3 years. Over the past 3 years I have overcame a lot but I want to live better, do better, I want a purpose, I don’t want to sit home, get fat and just be.

I started selling stuff on Poshmark a couple of weeks ago and it has literally changed my life. At first I just put a couple of things on there and now I have several things I plan to add. It has given me something to do, not just clean and cook. I have something for me, when I sell an item and people respond back with good reviews or messages it makes me feel good.

Right now I’m sick, been down for 3 days but I have to hold on to the fact that it will pass and I can get back to my family and I have something to look forward to now Poshmark it may seem silly to you but little things to someone like me is like the best ever.

I want to keep posting on here, maybe it will help keep me motivated I don’t like to put my grief on my family so this is all I have to get out the things I cannot say to them.